As a tear rolls.....many more will take its place

i cant believe I haven't updated this thing in a year......tomorrow marks the 2nd year of karas passing, I miss her so much, I've been so worn out and exhausted doing the day to day activities of life, it just piles up, we deal with it, it piles up again, we keep dealing with it. it is so comforting knowing that others have the stability of a partner to keep trudging through the rigors of this journey. my heart is torn, my body is tired, my eyes weep, but I keep trudging, wading through the muck to keep our li'l boys feet clean, jeez, it aint easy. if it weren't for miko and Gregory, I know i'd be adrift in the sea of life with no keel. im so blessed to have determination, drive and positivity embedded deep in my soul, for without a few basic things, all things would be lost, like going thru a dark cave with no flashlight, when times are dark for me, i'm so thankful others help shine the way, just the thought of someones smile or twinkle in their eyes helps me strive a lil bit harder, a li'l bit longer.....please, keep on keepin' on, hug your partner, your kids, tell them, look into their eyes, that you love them, for without love we are all lightless in the cave of life, take time to reflect on what you have and know your blessed,  eeyores is this Saturday, in the spirit of love and for kara, please make every effort to go and have fun, love life, laugh and dance